my cat!!

Ayi.my preserve cat :D
Olla! after the crazyness in recent my days, i took some spirit elixir with my old hobby. So, here it is.. I tried to draw it using wacom. i borrowed it from fadur. yes yes. unfortunately, it's still awful. but, i'll try next time hopefully, it's better than this.



regards

WISH ME LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Honestly, i am so afraid now! i'm no ready yet to get my turn for giving presentation to my lecturers. Arghhhhhh!!!!!! okay acha..bring it on! Drop it like a bomb..

walk in pedestrian with Kangmas, and short tattoo discussion

Yes, we are walk-lover.   

In fact, the circumstances that forced us to walk. Well, we got no money for today because we were too lazy to go to ATM.
After, i had assistance with my lecturer for my final task , Kangmas picked me up at campus. He met his collague for talking his next project about tattoo exhibition at campus too. So, after the business was done, we decided to go home, but we changed the direction. We took Dago street-Pasopati highway-Cikapayang district and many more. 
It's unusual day actually, yes, we kept talking. usually, I just do all the talking. I brought up the topic and he just listened to me carefully. But, today was awesome!!! 
He talked non-stop. holding-hands. smiles. afternoon sun. lead the way straight onto the pavement. protected me to avoid the vehicles which kept passing by. stopped in Cikapayang Pet shop. ate some "cimol" and on and on and on. 

Thank you for today. Even though you'd never stop for bullying me, I know that's proving that you do love me so much. Hahaha.. (disgusting words). 

Instead, I have some consideration (too much word, i mean thoughts).  I wanna have some tattoo. And I decided my first tattoo might be a rabbit and a wolf. Ahahaha...I actually only perfunctory mention. But, when i looked up on google. I found this. 

Nice, isn't it? 

I found this from google, and me likey!
instead black, i'll prefer to use Red, not the outline, I've planned for using pointillism technique, for all the artwork. mmm.. But i don't know when exactly the right time for applying tattoo in my body.

(Still scared with Karma etc etc etc.)

But Kangmas always said these words, "Never scared of everything that you wanna do instead you do something that impact self-harm to yourself" he also continue with cheeky laugh.









So? what do you think? :")

Regards

Hellow..


so Here are my photos with my lovely cat. her name is Ayi it's given by Kangmas's mother. And, the funny part is...she can talk "engga...." means no in indonesia. watta cute cat, yes?

her cat sight "ngeeek"

she says "enggaaaaa" and i kept hold her tight





i kissed her, and she didn't like it




Memphis in Fashion

Memphis in Fashion

Giuseppe Zanotti wedge heels
$695 - thecorner.com

Silver jewelry
$700 - forzieri.com

Gogo Philip jewelry
$21 - asos.com

Madewell top hat
$3.50 - madewell.com

Illesteva Milan - Black
$295 - gargyle.com

Memphis

bright sun at summer

He told me "Aku cinta Padamu" . Thank you..I've been wanted you to tell me with those words. :')

May I get my chance now?

Hi, As Usual, i spent my entire day in Kangmas's house, and having some fun with people who come and go in this house. And I ended my March 11 day with new movie, Hugo. I was so excited when Kane gave me this movie, cause many people talked about this movie recently, people said that Hugo such a new muse in Hollywood film Industry. After i copied the file into my laptop, I watched without high expectation from this film (I thought this film such a common another kids movie). But i was totally wrong!

While i was watching Hugo, I was dreaming how Paris looked like. Even, Hugo was a film which using  studio set, but, i saw Paris, I dreamed, I'm walking on Paris street and the station, watching people walk on by. Yes, I'm falling in love with this film. Kang Mas was curious about the film that i watched. And he came by and sat beside me, and asked what the story was. I answered, "just watch it, go ahead". And He watched though only a single-scene.

I asked him how Paris actually form to Kang mas. He said, Paris has a good spot until in every corner on it. He downed the Reine river with his grandmother and took a lot of pictures. He tasted so many cake in coffee shops, and watching Paris city light at night on the balcony in his hotel.  Either lucky or not, he was shopped at the most famous fashion line district (accompanied his grandmother) in Paris. Honestly, i was extremely jealous when i knew, Kangmas had have been around the continent of Europe. I'm easily to get jealous with him by this lil thing abroad about. I feel abandoned (exaggerate feeling). Yes! I am so JEALOUS!

You know, for Indonesia which get the title number 3 of the poorest countries, it's very difficult to get a chance to go to Europe, many of the files that should be taken care of, and the highest point as well, the high price of airfare and living expenses there. Yeah so many issues to think for. Actually, I doubt it for nowadays. Lot of my friends have their chance for going abroad. Indeed, they parent supports their financial as well. Me? I'm just one of a kind poor family. not poor, let's say, in the middle. :)

Anyway, this 'one of a kind poor-fair girl' has a plan for going abroad, Yeay! I was gonna go to Beijing in this month. Until today, my friend told me the whole cost. For the hotel, airfare cost and the etc etc etc. Probably i must shut down my highest dream about Beijing and Sephora (Sephora is a shop for woman's make up). Why? because, it's too way expensive. I have to spend $960 + $60 for the group visa. Yet, money for my own. Surely do, i have to postpone this dream for a moment, Later on..
I was wondering when i get this chance. 

My closest friend, Nasti said, "You will definitely get that opportunity, and you'll get more of what you like expected than ever before" 
I believe. People has their luck in a different ways, different times. All I have to do is be patient. I know, that God has arranged my lucky time. And I know soon or later, I will have mine. Nor is it not so, but i feel have my luck for having Kang Mas as my partner. Though, he keep to teach me how to live with a simple taste of life, and not easily to get jealous with people's other luck. Thank God, I have a decent guy. I love You Muhammad Fahri. I really want to be your wife soon, Papa Kuma. And watch the world with you. :')


Regards.





It's been a while..

Sorry, sorry Jengs, Lately i don't update my blog because i was so busy for compiling my Final Task in my univ! arghh! finally i've been in this step. step closer for having my graduation! :D

Okay then..so today, i was attending my friends wed (so the couple are my friends). And, in purpose before the wedding shower, i went to the mall for searching 1 new dress, and 1 pair shoe. and 1 stocking. and, I felt so happy, because i found the best dress and it fits me and looks good on me. kya! After such a hard effort, I succeed to lose my weight till 8 kilos. in 2 months Jengs. :))

And, I was surprised! My Kangmas looked so good on his suit! very handsome!!! and he praised me over and over again when he saw my hair-do (thanks for Mas Erik who messed my hair with his creativity)
So, after Fadur took our picture for remembrance, we took a walk for reaching public transportation. Don't say, it's taxi, Jengs, we prefer to choose Angkot than Taxi. Cheap and Fast, what else will you say?

Me with mini dress, high heels, and beauty look, and had an Angkot! ahahahahaha!!!!



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