Late Conversation

"Do you see what I see here Pap? We're changing, we're growing up, we're getting better at talky talk, No goody good, Just you and me, and our daughter here. After our conversation at phone, I'm thinking that we are really special couple! We can get clear up all obstacle ahead"

Our Conversation 15 minutes ago, while you're resist your headache, you have been trying to keep your voice went gently at me.I didn't translate this conversation in English, because it will be lil bit hard to understand in another language (actually, my English doesn't quite good enough to translate this conversation)

I dont know. Maybe it will be a sick story for some people, and sweet for me. 

I forget what we were actually talking about. But, something about our religion and death. Why do I need to written our conversation here? because, I need to jot down every single line that he has said to me, This is an evidence/prove/whatever for him in our couple years later. 

It started in Some other weeks ago:

KM  : "Jangan tinggalin aku, aku gak bisa hidup tanpa kamu dan anak kita, aku gak bakalan biarin kejadian-kejadian seperti ini bikin kita pisah, karena cuma mati yang bisa bikin kamu jadi mantan istri aku" 

And now we re-discuss what we were talking about last weeks:

KM  :"Aku baru sadar kalau bunyi 'Omm shanti' dan 'Amin' (after surah Al-fateha)itu bunyinya sama. Bedanya yang satu di mayor yang satu di minor" 

Sy  :"Ya..namanya akulturasi demi penyebaran agama itu sih.."

KM  :"Iya betul, hahaha..pasti Ibu marah kalau aku kasih tau ini"

Sy  :"Ibu siapa?"

KM  :"Ibu aku, pasti kalau aku kasih tau, gak bisa self defense, dan ujung-ujung bilang 'bener juga kamu' hahaha"

Sy  :"hahaha.."

KM  :"Paling tetep bilang 'ya..walaupun begitu,kamu harus tetep sholat,nak' hahaha...

Sy  :"Emang Papa gak sholat?"

KM  :"Sholat, tiap hari Jumat,err...yakan aku jarang sholat, Ma"

Sy  :"Emang Papa gak mau sholat?"

KM  :"Ya kamu kenapa gak sholat, Ma?"

Sy  :"Aku cuma ngikutin imam keluarga aku,Pa. Ya papa gak sholat, akupun gak bakal sholat"

KM  :"Ihh..Mama...ya abis.."

Sy  :"Papa bakal sholat kan? Harus loh, harus kasih contoh baik untuk anak, walaupun sebatas contoh, tapi contoh yang baik Pa..."

KM  :"Iya sayangku, aku bakal sholat terus...buat kita, buat hidup kita, buat jadi imam kamu, Ma"

Sy  :"Iya ah, harus! Soalnya ntar pas kita meninggal papa bawa aku, aku yang bakalan jadi tanggungan papa ntar 'disana'"

KM  :"Iya sayangku...nanti kita juga seliang kuburannya, biar aku bisa peluk Mama terus"

Sy  :"Iya seliang ya dikuburnya..."

KM  "Iya Ma....kita bareng terus gak bakal pisah"

I know this conversation was tacky yet creepy. But, on the other side, I know, he's really trying to be a good husband, to be a man that i've wanted for so long. This is my husband. And We are tacky. but we're sincere to love each other. And we're about to wait our daughter comes. 

HEHEHEHEHEEHEHE....

I love him more. 

Hello baby...

Okay. I'm lil bit surprise too. Because we'd never been expected that this BIG gift will arrive this time. HAha..my first reaction when my testpack said its positive, all i can do was crying. Why? I think it's a normal reaction by women these days. I can't tell it so either though. But, when i went to a doctor today, when my belly was rubbed by USG thingy, i can say this happiness is smashing my chest and head at once. "I wanna see my baby!" I shouted to the doctor. Unfortunately, the doctor couldn't see my baby that it sizes like a coffee bean.
"Your baby is still on the way" he said.
What!?
I thought, it's gonna come up with the picture, my baby's picture!!
The doctor suggested me to come back within 2 weeks.
"We'll see in 2 weeks, hopefully your baby will come in"
What kind of a doctor he is.
Okay..see you within 2 weeks my baby.