I Hate When I'm Angry

Yes, I do really hate, i can't stay focus, and cursing all the time, and blaming people around me. those are typically attitude that i have - when i am angry-

So today, after i had so much fun with my friends, and took some beer at Toko You, i went home to my Kangmas's house at Pelesiran, there was a cart, parked without feeling guilty, it blocked the road. I was stop waiting for some action of the people who sat in behind the cart. But, they ignored me and my car which is trying to get through the street. Okay, then, i thought, maybe they should expert from this things. with my politeness i've tried to speake up to them, but they were still ignoring me. Okay..let see..if something wrong with my car..AND..

"ZRRRRTTTTT!!!!" it sounds like something ripped my ears and heart. I stopped. I'm pissed. I didn't want to see the guy who's panicking at the last. I called out my friend for taking care my car, i didn't wanna see that scumbags! I didn't ran, I didn't walk. But I felt my heart drops. You know, frankly this car is not my ownership, my sister does! And I tried to confirm to my sister. Fortunately, she was awakened, and reply my texts back. I cried, but not aloud. She said, next time, i must be more careful. I know, she's angry to me too, but we're texting not phoning. So, I didn't know exactly what does she react now.

I'm so sorry dear Sister. Sorry.

And I still blame the cart and the scumbags!