May I get my chance now?

Hi, As Usual, i spent my entire day in Kangmas's house, and having some fun with people who come and go in this house. And I ended my March 11 day with new movie, Hugo. I was so excited when Kane gave me this movie, cause many people talked about this movie recently, people said that Hugo such a new muse in Hollywood film Industry. After i copied the file into my laptop, I watched without high expectation from this film (I thought this film such a common another kids movie). But i was totally wrong!

While i was watching Hugo, I was dreaming how Paris looked like. Even, Hugo was a film which using  studio set, but, i saw Paris, I dreamed, I'm walking on Paris street and the station, watching people walk on by. Yes, I'm falling in love with this film. Kang Mas was curious about the film that i watched. And he came by and sat beside me, and asked what the story was. I answered, "just watch it, go ahead". And He watched though only a single-scene.

I asked him how Paris actually form to Kang mas. He said, Paris has a good spot until in every corner on it. He downed the Reine river with his grandmother and took a lot of pictures. He tasted so many cake in coffee shops, and watching Paris city light at night on the balcony in his hotel.  Either lucky or not, he was shopped at the most famous fashion line district (accompanied his grandmother) in Paris. Honestly, i was extremely jealous when i knew, Kangmas had have been around the continent of Europe. I'm easily to get jealous with him by this lil thing abroad about. I feel abandoned (exaggerate feeling). Yes! I am so JEALOUS!

You know, for Indonesia which get the title number 3 of the poorest countries, it's very difficult to get a chance to go to Europe, many of the files that should be taken care of, and the highest point as well, the high price of airfare and living expenses there. Yeah so many issues to think for. Actually, I doubt it for nowadays. Lot of my friends have their chance for going abroad. Indeed, they parent supports their financial as well. Me? I'm just one of a kind poor family. not poor, let's say, in the middle. :)

Anyway, this 'one of a kind poor-fair girl' has a plan for going abroad, Yeay! I was gonna go to Beijing in this month. Until today, my friend told me the whole cost. For the hotel, airfare cost and the etc etc etc. Probably i must shut down my highest dream about Beijing and Sephora (Sephora is a shop for woman's make up). Why? because, it's too way expensive. I have to spend $960 + $60 for the group visa. Yet, money for my own. Surely do, i have to postpone this dream for a moment, Later on..

I was wondering when i get this chance. 

My closest friend, Nasti said, "You will definitely get that opportunity, and you'll get more of what you like expected than ever before" 

I believe. People has their luck in a different ways, different times. All I have to do is be patient. I know, that God has arranged my lucky time. And I know soon or later, I will have mine. Nor is it not so, but i feel have my luck for having Kang Mas as my partner. Though, he keep to teach me how to live with a simple taste of life, and not easily to get jealous with people's other luck. Thank God, I have a decent guy. I love You Muhammad Fahri. I really want to be your wife soon, Papa Kuma. And watch the world with you. :')

Regards.