P.M.S---> Pengen Mati Sahid

mulia sekali cita-citanya Jengs.
PMS = Pengen Mati Sahid.
Dalam pengertian Islam, Mati Sahid adalah mati as a brave fighter for defending their religion. Oh no..no.. what i mean isn't the religion about. The whole story is about me! I didn't mean to bring up the religion (as well).
Okay back to me, Jengs.

Actually, Today i went through a pretty awkward moment all day long. Not exactly all day long. But quite all day long (unstable). Well, well, well....

Si KangMas left me for his vinyl launching album on this Saturday, So he leave me for several days. (2 weeks) and gave me his key (house) to me. actually this is not the first time that i hold his key. But somehow, I feel funny when i stay in his house without him. Usually, we were doing our work at late night together. He holds me when it's time to sleep. We woke up together and doing some stuff. And it has been done from 2 weeks back. But for this moment that romance activities postponed. He left me for 2 weeks. Jengs. In this big bed...queen size bed...i feel loneeeeeeleh!

Oh beside, i really don't get this. Why does he so fucking (till i want to punch his nose until it's broken) LUCKY!!!!
He has got a holiday present which is a voucher 5 star hotel to Bali for one whole week. actually it's not literally gift. it's just a reward or -let's say- extra job. The Job is....he has to take care a toddler. 4 years old toddler. IN BALI!!!!!! for one week. oh...do not be sad first, in FEBRUARY!

Oh anyway this January, he get interviewed by famous magazine: Rolling Stone,and he and his band got 4 pages to high and mighty also show off the advantage in there, and it will published at the end of january. (missed information)

okay number 2:
This March would be a great month for him. The manager of Sigmun band just told him, that the band would bring him up to CANADA!!!!! So there's a music festival in there (i don't know the name) that invited Sigmun as a guest star in their music festival. Kangmas will be a sound engineer for this band. MUDDAFUCKAH!


number 3:
And in the mid-year........ He will..He will....he will tour throughout south east asia with his band named K*lelawat May*m. 
for one - 2months. (I won't mention the real name. because kangmas has one habit for checkin out his band from google.)


.......I'm wondering, what kind of food that his mother given,until he got so really lucky!?......


Lucky also smart. You You You so so so EEK EEK EEK EEK EEK EEK. (read:shit )


Number 4:
And at the end of the year......he's gonna marry me. MARRY ME MARRY ME MARRY ME! Marry my asshole! i don't wanna marry you unless i get a chance to step on my foot in the other land beside Indonesia. You Maddahfakah!!! 


PMS PMS PMS PMS!!!!! i wanna bravely to die in the empty ground! no one around include this muddafuckah! I HATE KANGMAS! *but it's lie*


Yeah..so..just carry on..people has their own lucky charm. Maybe mine just less sharpened. (bawa asahan pisau dapur). -Senggol..-Bacok!-


Sorry with this highly temper words. But i am so jealous to him.. T^T




PS: Sirik tanda tak mampu. Orang Sabar pasti disayang Tuhan. Rajin Pangkal Pandai. Air beriak pakai paku, kalau aku teriak jangan ditiru, empat kali empat sama dengan enam belas, sempat tidak sempat harap digilas. 




Regards.